Love Beyond the Sea Preview (REWRITTEN)

We've been out at sea for AT LEAST A WEEK now. It STILL isn't doing me any good. Trying to get away from all the pain, having to deal with SO MUCH HATE; and..HER.. She's been trying so hard to make me smile again, but it hasn't been working. My life has turned COMPLETELY upside down; a horrific nightmare. The only thing that is calming me is..well, HER. She's peaceful; refreshing. The ocean is, too. Even the WIND seems relaxed. EVERYTHING is, except me..